This is literally my first blog ever that using my actual name as a domain. Don't wanna do this, in case i would fucked up so bad and destroy my actual reputation, but i wanna share my story so baaaaaaaaaadddddd. I did a lot of fucked up things, and don't wanna make the list longer. But But But i think i really shoulddddd even if i will instantly regret this. So here we gooo...My first post as a messy human ever....
